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(this is not) Goodbye v2021

by REAP(her)

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This is the closing chapter to ‘Tales of Pain’.

My emotions fluctuate so much that even during this ‘EP’, you can hear the mood shift from strength to weakness.

Moving on, to dwelling on the past.

I suppress a lot of these feelings in my daily life, but in the process of writing this ‘EP’, it brought up a lot of old wounds and made me realise, I’m more damaged than I allow myself to generally believe.

The mind is a crazy thing.

I have a beautiful partner, and a loving and supportive family.

But still allow myself to sink and focus on the negatives.

It’s time to try and change.



This alcoholism and not dealing with my problems is pushing me towards a mental break at times.

It’s time to reset or soon I shall be leaving and saying goodbye to this earth.

I don’t want to say goodbye just yet.

I know I have the strength.

I know I have support.

I know this music is the outlet for me.

It time for me to get back to the man I used to be and bring people up, instead of allowing them to drown with me.

Please don’t drown with me.

This is not goodbye yet.



Laying in this bed of thorns, I must weather the storm.



You may doubt me now, as I sometimes doubt myself.

But I always hit the ground and rise again like a Phoenix from the ashes.

This is my life, this is my choice, and this is my chance.

Whether I give up or turn it around and reach new heights.

It’s on me.

Keep your opinions to yourself.

Because you don’t know fuck all, and you live in a tunnel that is your vision.

Where it’s only you and you don’t see or care what other people are going through.

So, I will not say goodbye.

I will not say goodbye.

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released January 2, 2021

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REAP(her) Melbourne, Australia

Melodic Hardcore/Post-Hardcore/Metalcore

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